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Exhibit B: this stuff really works

Guys! I have more prove proof that "this stuff" really works! I can't tell you what it is yet, because I have promised to keep a secret. I have promised to curb my enthusiasm. But I just have to share the bubbly feeling on the inside...

IT IS POSSIBLE to think of something so often and so full of feeling AS IF IT HAS ALREADY HAPPENED that it will just manifest.

No, it's not the house.
No, I'm not pregnant again/ still/ yet
No, there was no Audi Q7 with a big bow parked in front of the door this morning

Exhibit A (this stuff does work, I'm just using it wrong)

Feeling this negative and blue… it was only a matter of time before I would start attracting more negative things into my life, right? The real estate agent of our landlord just called (the house we rent is on the market) and tomorrow there will be a house showing.
It could not have been a worse time. It’s the end of winter, we need a good ole’ fashioned weekend-long spring cleaning. Getting rid of stuff. You know… somewhere in March the rest of the family helps. Not this afternoon! Not alone! Now besides having cramps of miscarrying, I'm also having conniptions and stress because I’ll need to bend over backwards to get this place representable within 24 hours, while all I want to do is sulk some more and walk around in my husband's oversized bathrobe in the middle of a weekday. I was only planning on getting dressed to pick up my daughter from school. Possibly making an emergency stop for more M&M's.