happinessoverhaul

How to lift your vibrations (or: what a difference a day makes)

Enough with the pity party. I don’t think I will figure out the bigger questions of life by tonight, unless I drink the whole bottle of wine and get all philosophical. And I won’t do that, even though I want to. After all, the doctor told me that this pregnancy is pretty much a done deal so technically speaking I might as well be drinking again. I'm just sitting here in limbo. The doctor's office never called me back with my blood results. So even though I know it's over, I will be sitting all weekend with the nagging little thought that it aint over ‘till the fat lady sings. Or calls, in this case (not that I'm implying that my doctor is fat or anything…).

Somebody please explain. Is it my own fault?

Today I miscarried. Most likely, that is.

Here's a concept I struggle with: where does miscarriage fit in with the Law of Attraction? Is it my own fault if something I want with all my heart and soul, still goes wrong? Time and again?

Yes, I guess, if you look at the basic principles:

1. What you focus most of your attention on - whether positive or negative, and whether you want it or not - is what you attract to yourself, to your experience. In other words, you attract what you think about;

2. You attract to you energy which is of a similar vibration. 'Like Energy' attracts 'Like Energy' .  So if you get up on the wrong side of the bed, all grumpy, you can count on it that today you will miss the bus, find out at the super market check out that you forgot your wallet and when you come home the cat has puked on the sofa).

I really struggle with this. I don't just mean the miscarriages. I mean, with the deeper explanation behind it.