I know.... it's "Tool Tuesday". But who really cares? I had planned to show you my slideshow
vision board and a tutorial on how to make your own.
But here's the deal: I
worked on it until 4.00 am last night (I kid you not!) and when I was finally
ready to put my order in with the Universe done the "convert to youtube
movie" button had disappeared. So I can't actually show you.
I have this software for years, all I
did was upgrade for another $29 so I could have a better, newer version. I am
so bummed. I want the Universe to start conspiring on my behalf NOW. No time to
loose!
So, I sent about 15 pissy e-mails about this 'situation' today, asking for help. Still no news from the “support people”. I am loosing hope that today will be the day to show my vision board. I guess I've waited 37 years to improve my life; one more day won't make a difference.
In other wont-get-me-down news: I went for blood work yesterday to make sure
my demons hormones are going down nicely. Will you believe they actually
went UP? A whopping 14,000 HCG! Now remember: no baby! (and no, I should not
have any hope, the numbers are supposed to be in the ‘hundreds of thousands’ by
now).
But djeez... still 14,000 times higher than my normal state of being. No
wonder I'm such a raging bitch these days. You think you have bad PMS? Multiply
that by 14,000 for no good reason (like… eh… a stinkin’ cute little baby) and you
try to stay positive and full of gratitude. But surprisingly, I am feeling
okay. I feel this 'gratitude stuff' is helping. And working on the vision board
made me realize: I still have so much to look forward to. I mean… my butt? I
think it’s already looking better.
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